there isn't much going on. it has been more than a month since i blogged. im just bored now. i've officially passed my bed time. haha. i dont really have a bed time but i just feel tired at 10pm everyday. i can sleep anytime now, but i dont want to.

i miss europe, i miss choir. i've officially graduated from 4 years of choir. new experiences, and also the greatest experiences. looking back, i never liked choir. i detested choir. i never ever imagined myself in a choir. but now, i can't imagine myself in netball. it has been an awesome close to 4 years in choir. i miss staying back till late, being the last students in school, stepping on each other's scores, singing outside RTC, rolling on the AVT floor, laughing our heads off, crapping during comm meetings, running all the way down and all the way up again just to take keyboard, and most of all, i miss singing with a bunch of crazy, lame people who dared to but never did give up. year after year, history repeats itself, but the endurance still remains. i love it. i've never felt so achieved in my life, i've never seen people who pick themselves up again and again without giving up at any point. NEVER IN MY LIFE have i seen anyone with such high endurance level. SAC choir, you're the first. today's a thursday and it feels weird, really. i feel as though i need to do something, i suddenly feel free. all those complains and the SACRIFICES were all worth it. (: i feel proud of myself, i feel proud of my choir. i love you all. things will definitely be different now, but you guys have proven to the seniors that you can manage. only if you tell yourself you can. remember what FOCUS is. dont give up on yourself. love you all. (:

tomorrow's GREEN day! everyone in school has to wear green. haha. apparently i dont have any green. and i happily told everyone that im gonna wear green. i mean i have green tops but it seriously doesn't match the school skirt. yay we should stop studying and start saving the earth. wasting too many trees. :D

alrights, i guess im going to sleep now. i have nothing else to do. (:

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